I miss them

Im a musician going to school right now, and working on my first ever CD. Im a camera whore and I journaling whore so I just need another outlet to blah blah about my thoughts and such until I feel better about myself. I live on my own in an apt in Charleston, IL while I go to school, and I hate it here, but at least its peaceful, and their are open practice rooms, so I cant complain. I have tattoos, I color my hair black, I have my nose pierced, I wear big black glasses....

I was emo before it was even something to be, and I still do it better than anyone else because I know that being what you guys call 'emo' is really all about feeling emotions to their utmost strength and letting it take you over until you realize that every aspect of the human condition is beautiful even when its tragic, because thats what beauty is, simply being human.

music, movies, tv, anything that tells a story, thunderstorms where you can feel the static electricity in your skin, boys with dark eyes and soft hearts, babies that smile when you walk in the door, complimenting strangers, peanutbutter and jelly sandwiches, jumping on trampalines, frozen cookie dough, Silk vanilla soy milk, parks, going home and leaving before I remember why I moved out, being on stage, the gasp people make when they hear me sing, being asked to sing, writing something that actually makes me proud, being able to visit my friends everytime I put in a CD, not caring about just being another face in a crowd at a concert, not feeling like another face in the crowd at a concert, Gogol Bordello, Josh Groban, Panic! at the Disco, Hanson, Israeli artists, songs in foreign languages

Im a musician... thats like asking a chef what kinda food he eats...

it would take me all day mearly to list all the dvds in my collection. Thats not including the ones i havent bought yet.

Lost, Phil of the Future, Drake and Josh, and the educational channels. But I dont have cable in my apt.

anything by Tolkien. Dune series, Harry Potter, Lemony Snicket books, and then a list that would take a book to read.